Definitely a John week

To me, there's really only one musician who can speak to me through his soul. I've been reflecting a lot this week about everything that's been going on in my life as of late. Through all the ups and downs, highs and lows, thoughts and worries, exciting jubilation and nervous ticks - John's always there.

A wonderful gift for anyone

Year after year, Americans get to see some of the worst infomercials aired on television. From the Shamwow (which must be good because it's made in Sweden) to Easy Off Bam (thanks for yelling at me....I think I will buy your product!) they all equally suck. Here is one of my favorites known as the Snuggie. It's a dress-like blanket which will keep you warm throughout the day and keep you looking stupid all night long. The amazing thing is, people have actually bought this P.O.S. excuse for a blanket. Come on Americans, really?

It's time

I have thought long and hard about every negative and positive outcome that will result from picking up my things and moving to Denver. I have to say that my positives definitely outweigh my negatives. Happiness is one major factor that will be guaranteed if I move. Not that there won't be times of stress, sadness, and struggle - there will be. Looking at the big picture I feel extremely confident in my strengths, my skills, and eventually my success. Packing all my things and moving into a world of the unknown will be a challenge in itself. I've always been a very competitive man in whatever task I decide to take on. This will be my biggest task to date. Here's why I will succeed: I will have someone by my side who showers me with love, encourages me, and gives her ongoing support. I work at Paychex for pennies - I mean come on really?
It's a fact, employers hire more attractive applicants. Hmmmmmm......I'm tall, have blue eyes, and a winning personality. It's natural that things are already looking up for me. I will not only take on this new town of mine, I will conquer her. Though times will be tough, I will be happy. It's time. I'm coming home again.

An unsure future for a very sure man

There will be a lot of changes in my life throughout this new year. If I had to choose just one song to base a very important decision on, what should it be? Is there one song that can make my decision easier? Is there one song that can guide me to eternal happiness? Or is there one song that can make my decision for me?

With that said, the nominees for Best Advice in a Lead Role are:

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C)


D)

OR finally

E)

And the winner is..........

TBA @ a later date

Care of the Soul

My thoughts often drift
Memories flick on like a candle
Your love is the sweetest gift
A gift I love to handle

Miles separate the hearts we share
Nights get lonely and cold
Words can't justify how much I care
Your body I want to hold

Our lips excite when both get touched
Bodies warm from each other
You're love is what I've always clutched
I would never want another

Your heart just feels so right with mine
Your touch knows how to calm
In the end I know we'll have the time
You can read it on both palms

Wrinkles form from smiles on face
You'll always be adding more
Once we're finally in a place
We'll close this distant door

The time we spend is always real
Though it's not often enough
Loved is how you make me feel
Though being apart is tough

Passion is what I feel with you
Often thanking God above
For letting you infect my life
Infect my life with love

Closely Far

Love is the difference

Hold me.
Let me dive into your warm arms and feel safe.
Touch me.
Rest your head on my chest and listen to my love.
Tell me.
Anything and everything. Your words amaze me.
Help me.
Become a better man. A better lover.
Hug me.
Tightly. Let our bodies connect as one.
Kiss me.
Softly with passion. Strongly with love.
Love me.
Just the way you do. Like no one else can.

For Tomorrow

Now that 2008 has come and gone, I would like to take the time in 2009 to not only look for today - but to look for tomorrow. The future is now. There are so many things I want this year. I truly believe this year will be the best in my life. There are so many things to look forward to. I'm feeling like a new job will be headed my way shortly. I'm feeling a new stage of happiness will be reached. I'm feeling a more healthy lifestyle: physically, mentally, and emotionally. I'm feeling love being thrown my way. I'm feeling new life opportunities. I'm feeling change. Most importantly I'm feeling happy - not only for each day that passes but for each tomorrow that comes as well.